莫非說

那麼美麗的子漾小姐明天(又)將遠赴巴西，作為帶隊的她要帶著4個十幾歲的孩子，讓我擔心她會不會連自己都照顧不了。今天一上msn碰到她姐，她姐第一句就批評我那麼久沒找她妹妹(就是子漾)，我才驚覺原來我快一個月沒找過她……馬上追call她。那麼有以下對話：

我：那你要照顧四個孩子呀？
子：是呀，其實我都不知道自己可不可以。你知道我不喜歡organize東西啦，我喜歡聽人話。
我：嗯嗯，我也喜歡聽人話，不過大前提是別人說的話要以我為重哈。
子：其實我覺得我是subordinate你的，我一直都很聽你話呀。
我：……完全沒覺得。

過一會兒……

我：你上次說給我的手信怎麼還沒給我！都變壞了吧！
子：沒有呀，那芒果乾還在呢，挺好吃的。
我：你不給我，又在我面前說好吃是什麼意思呀？上次一起吃晚飯又不順便帶給我，根本就是不把我放在心上嘛。
子：是因為芒果乾和你對比起來太不重要了嘛，那麼不material，我跟你吃飯那會想起芒果乾呀。
我：可是芒果乾對我來說很ｍａｔｅｒｉａｌ！！

再一會兒……

我：好啦好啦，不說了，你明天一切順利吧。我會想你的。
子：不用了。
我：……你還很大架子嘛。
子：不讓你想我是對的，你想我一定會心痛的。我不想你心痛呀。
我：……

那麼最後就ｂｅｌｌａ　ｃｉａｏ啦，此時我又想起你那句mehr mehr mehr了哈。

未曾酒醉已清醒，未曾深愛已無情。

土星環是美麗的，這個開場白像是小學生寫作文。

有時我想有這樣一個好看的環套住土星，土星應該不會孤單吧。環住了它就不會脫離軌道了吧。

單靠眼睛看不到的距離，不知道用心感受是否能感到它就是在這裡。就算離我遠我還是知道它一直在我旁邊轉呀轉，儘管時間比較長。不要脫離軌道，不要讓我擔心有一天要離開太陽系離開銀河系去宇宙某個遙遠的角落帶它回家。

而如果真的有這樣一天，或者我會選擇陪它出走。

It's a great thing to get what you want. Uh, it's really a great thing. Unless what you thought you wanted wasn't really what you wanted because what you really wanted you couldn't imagine, or you didn't think it was possible. But, but what if someone came along who knew exactly what you wanted without asking? They just knew like they could hear your heart beating or listen to your thoughts. And what if they were sure of themselves and they didn't have to take a poll and they loved you and you hesitated?

That she who bore you brought you forth. Set me as a seal upon your heart, as a seal upon your arm, for love is as strong as death.

Ridiculous.

I happen to believe what that says, Don't you think there's more to life?

Then what?

Something more than duty and death. Why be capable for feelings if we are not to have them. Why long for things if they're not meant to be ours? Oh, don't listen to me, your are so sure of things. Your certainty, it's, it's like armor. I wish I had that.

Why would you need it?

The joy of being a lady, wanting something I can't have, a life of my own.